시요리세와 오랜만에 앉아 담소를 나누었습니다.

I will give you a new heart and put a new spirit in you; I will remove from you your heart of stone and give you a heart of flesh.
Ezekiel 36:26

By Alina

Self-awareness
I thought self-awareness just to realize yourself, to know yourself, to understand yourself before. I just realized that it was very surfaced level of understanding. Self- awareness is not just to understand yourself, it’s actually to understand your heart. Everyone has a self operating system inside of our body or our mind. We spend over decades to build up those operating systems, it includes our habitats, the way of our thinking, our behaviours; it makes each individual is different, the personality is different, no matter we proud of it or shame of it, it is in our body. We carry it daily, and we let it operate our life. We’ve never feel it’s wrong, every things seems it supposed to be because it’s became as our natural. Sometimes, we realized we should improve or something wrong, and then we learn the new skills, new knowledge, looking for tools to correct our thinking or behaviour, but it won’t last long. Why? Because all of those tools we found are from outside, it’s not from inside. We need inner force to make it change, to let us find of our own self- awareness. If we could realize this, we won’t be able to truly feel the love from the God.